Reprinted from FB / May 2, 2017
IN MEMORY OF TOTS
I lost my heart and soul today... words can not explain the devastation I feel. I did the best that I could for him, he had a great life, I owed him everything I had. It comes to a point when we have to decide quality over quantity.
In his state we could have added a higher dose of Prednisone, and an appetite increaser(he was down 12 lbs), and anti nauseous meds, but it wasn't guaranteed. I had to make the choice to send him over the Rainbow

Thank you Mission Animal Hospital for being an amazing Vet. Thank you to my Wifey BFF Leslie Harmony for being there at the drop of a hat! Thank you Susanne Gentry (who works at Mission) for being there in the room when I let him go. Thank you Jacob Falk for being willing to leave work. Thank you to Tania Dani Bohm Emily Randolph from my Fur-Ever Home Rescuefamily for being the first 3 people to text me.
Today has been the hardest day of my life... my heart is broken, shattered, disintegrated... I don't want to go home... I don't want to stay here... I wish I could not feel... I don't want to feel...
He loved snow... It's now snowing...
Broken,
Christi Smith
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Tots will be missed by his family but also by all his fans on FB. His story is extraordinary just like him. There will never be another Tots. RIP Tots.
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